~ Letitia Munro ~
by
Kev Richardson
London, December 1786...
It all happened so quickly.
Guilt, disappointment, frustration,
and despair--each emotion flashed through her mind in seconds.
It all should have been so easy. It
was not as if they hadn’t rehearsed it over and over, not only in their minds
but on their feet, real live movements to make sure everything would happen as
planned, that there could be no slip-up, no chance of regrets over something
having been overlooked in the planning.
Yet here we are in the
watch-house, to be taken from here to be charged, then hustled off to prison
until our trial comes up. And there’s no way out of being charged, them catching
us red-handed.
“I did my best, Lettice, really I
did.”
“Well, we got to face it, Ann. What
went wrong doesn’t really matter, does it? It’s over! We mulled it, and we can’t
go back to start it over so that it comes out right.”
“Whoever would have thought
somebody could come in at that very moment, Lettice, that he looked up to see?”
“Well, we didn’t plan on that
happening, Ann, which now we can only put down to us not thinking that it could
happen. But it’s too late now to start blaming poor planning.”
It had been but a small bolt of
cloth--merely ten yards, the court was to be later told. Titia had chosen it
from all the others not because she liked the fabric but simply because it was
closest to the door that she could slip it under her cloak and run into the
street before old Rolison realised what was happening. Bolts of cloth attracted
welcome shillings along Fenchurst Street, shillings that would feed them for a
month.
“I did what you’d said, asked him
to show me hooks and buttons so he’d have to turn his back. Then that customer
comes in so he looks towards the door just as you’re tuckin’ it under your cape.
It’s simply awful bad luck.”
“Seven years in the female prison,
they’ll give us. No use pleading for a second chance, because they don’t give
second chances. We’ve always known that, Ann. But with luck, at your age, you
might get out of it easier.”
“Why?”
“They might reckon fourteen is too
young to put you in prison. Or you might get a shorter sentence. If you’d
thought quick enough you could have acted surprised, pretended you didn’t know
me. But to scream and run was stupid.”
“I was frightened. But as you say,
it’s too late now.”
Titia nodded. And there was the
hint of a shoulder shrug.
She knew nothing could turn time
backwards.
The cold, hard fact is
that we were caught and must now face the consequence.
They were not close friends. They
had teamed up out of desperation. Neither had regular work, so shoplifting at
least found them pennies for food. And working together gave them greater
opportunity to distract someone’s attention while the other made the grab. It
wasn’t easy for single girls to find enough to eat in a world of steal or
starve, especially in London. It had worked well enough before, but Titia at
least realised that Lady Luck wouldn’t smile on them forever.
Six long, chilly, frightening
months they waited in Southwark New Gaol, the frightening part being that there
was no protection for girls in prison from men who didn’t hesitate to resort to
rape if peaceful overtures didn’t work. But the girls had discovered on the
streets that simple bravado was a great defence if they didn’t let the trembling
show, that they illustrate only defiance. And defiance came more easily for
Titia, being nineteen; she could demonstrate anger and determination more than
Ann.
“You always stand behind me when it
comes to this sort of argument,” she had instructed, and Ann was happy for the
care, despite her natural inclination was to play the coquette, tease the boys
along with fluttering eyelids and cheeky smiles.
But in prison it was no game.
Self-protection was serious stuff.
And when the trial came, they were
sentenced to hang.
“They won’t really hang us, will
they, Lettice?”
Titia knew Ann didn’t mean the
question, simply sought reassurance.
“No. They only hang killers. They
say they will but they won’t.”
“Why say they will, then don’t?”
“Because we’re women. The law says
women must hang for theft, so he has to say it. But they always change it. We
must now wait for the reprieve.”
“What’s reprieve?”
“What they’ll do with us instead of
hanging. Most likely it’ll be the female prison to make uniforms for the army.”
They waited in Newgate Prison,
London’s oldest, offering nowt but degeneration of body and disparagement of
soul. It had been a gatehouse in the city walls, and six hundred years of damp
and decay now offered the added discomforts of mould and stench. There were no
cells, simply chambers where prisoners fought for floor space to sit, sleep, or
dawdle about to relieve boredom.
However, the girls safely survived
it until the reprieve arrived. And it came with a nasty twist ...
“...the following Persons having
been tried and convicted... Ann Forbes and Letitia Munro at Kingston upon Thames
of stealing Goods value 20 shillings of James Rolison privately in his Shop,
Frances Ann Hughes at the same Place of stealing Goods value 40 shillings ...
humbly recommended to the King as fit Objects of the Royal Mercy on Condition of
Transportation. His Majesty has thereupon been graciously pleased to extend His
Royal Mercy to the said several Persons on Condition of their being Transported
to the Eastern Coast of New South Wales or someone of the Islands adjacent for
the Terms hereafter mentioned Viz: The said Ann Doyle, Ann Poor, Ann Forbes and
Frances Ann Hughes for the Term of seven Years and the said Mary Oliver, Ann
Harmsden, Ann Fortescue and Letitia Munro for the Term of fourteen Years
respectively ...”
“Why fourteen for you, Lettice,
instead o’ seven?”
“Don’t know do I?”
“I reckon you got fourteen because
you was carryin’ it.”
But Titia’s pragmatism was ever
evident in facing problems.
“Knowing why serves no purpose. We
can’t change what’s done.”
They prattled on long enough that
on the surface at least, tensions eased. Inside, however, Titia’s stomach rolled
like a butter churn. But time, the great healer, slowed that down as she lay in
her straw bed, lost in contemplation.
Fourteen years!
She could count up to a point, knew
the value of sixpence, yet totting fourteen on to her nineteen years was beyond
her. She would ask around later.
She had often worried over getting
old, becoming helpless, sick, and hungry. No girl on London’s streets could
improve her lot without luck chancing by, she had already learned. Many earned
sixpence for cuddling up to swains, or even a shilling from a gent if ready to
roll in bed. She knew too many who had become the more helpless once age stole
their prettiness, to then drop the price and so attract the more uncouth.
Debasement then aged them quicker, and soon they were giving themselves to
whatever they could get for a penny, unless syphilis claimed them.
And with now the shock of transportation ahead, I feel much that sort of hopelessness now. But I’ll never let others see it.